i'm loving you and i'm sorry

I may stop worrying about forever as it does not exist with us, will be fed up of hearing it but one thing for sure, you may say i may not be your forever, cannot be the mom of your kid, cannot be accepted by everyone, cannot be the "woman" of your dreams, cannot be the "queen" of your world. the big mistake that ever happen to your life... Remember these, i may be a woman that you never ever dreamt of having, that you never thought such this exist and you may get tired of loving the person not even par to your standards, i may not be your forever but i will always make you happy every moment of your lives, i cannot be the mom of your kid but i'm willing to be the other mom, i cannot be accepted by everyone but if you will accept me i don't need everyone, i cannot be the woman of your dreams because i'm the person you've never thought of loving, i cannot be the queen of your world but you will always be my world. I am your big mistake and yes, i will always be, but one thing for sure, I will always love you purely with all my hearts and soul, you will always be the reason why i dont want to sleep and why i'm excited to be awaken.

it does not "matter"

When i tell you my love story you will laugh and say i'm a coward
But then again, I will talk back and say I don't mind to be one.

Love never chooses the level of IQ you have
Love never chooses the race of origin you belong
Love never chooses the color of your skin and the similarity of food you eat
Love never chooses how much money you have in your bank account
Love never chooses how you look
Because after all, love is not all about the things you see, hear and feel
You cannot even tell that love just struck you
and damn! it feels so so good.

I prefer to be different
I prefer to be out-of-ordinary
I prefer to be with you until the next day of my forever.
I prefer just you and me
Us together, forever!

sleep while you can

sometimes the reason why you wake up 

is also the reason why you want to be asleep forever