Too much love will kill you

I was lost and found. I'm always wishing every day I won't be lost again. Somehow, one time in my life someone came and change my whole world. I never thought of writing sad blog but i just can't help how the wheel of life change in an instant.

I came to a place where I thought I will be finally left alone, not minding "other" people and just minding me, myself and I. I always thought I am better be left alone as i can't just stand the pain of being in love. Love is somehow gives me a reason to fight either to be better or to be different. I chose to be different, i chose to just mind myself and not others, i chose just to finally live my LIFE. 

I will never forget the days where I wish I will just be awaken. You are too good to be real...

Shall i give you away?

Shall i give way?

Shall i stop breathing then?

Shall i stop living then?

If letting you go will give you happiness, i will do that. That would be the worst pain i would ever feel.

This is not another love songs that you normally hear, this is not being inspired by any of the movies you have watched. But this is how you will be living with me in our surreal world. I don't have anything to offer but love, you may get tired of the love I give but i will never ever get tired of loving you every day of my life.

I will write the next chapter of how my life and love for you will end when this chapter closes. But then again, I don't like this to end -- my life will end but not our love story.

Once you will have a chance to reflect, just think of this... if you love me more please,  please think if you can really like to live your life with me forever...